So after my sadness yesterday, i decided to go and meditate. what an awesome decision. i need to do that more often. i am sooo hungry. Eating has become the story of my life! i will be so hungry so intensely so quickly that it brings me to tears. i'm starting to see more belly. i wonder if its just one bambino inside... i keep having these dreams and feelings like there is more than just one. i dont know lol. i guess we shall see in a couple weeks!