note to self

You're doing it to get your sh!t together. Stop making announcements. Just do you. Who is the Jones' you're trying to keep up with? What are they doing for you? Let go of dependencies but DO NOT be too proud to accept a helping hand. Maybe you should take a moment or two to rearrange your priorities.

What ranks priority to you? Your family? Friends? Work? Sex? Drugs?

Do you rank priority to yourself? Of course! So fuck keepin up with the Jones' and LaTeshia and Maria. This nigga aint puttin clothes on ya back, nor is he putting shoes on your feet. He aint making your bed in the morning or buying you tampons.That chickk is not breastfeeding your babies or putting them through school. Therefore, why do you CARE what he or she thinks?

So now that you dont give a damn about that silly stuff anymore, what do you care about? Me. My Family. My Friends. My Stuff.

Well do yourself a favor and take care of your stuff. Stop putting things off like hitting the snooze on the alarm. Get up, get out and do something. These people you're running around trying to impress, do they ever just call to check up on you? If they do, you better keep them close.

Make sure you have some selfish amibtions.

Do some things for your own health. Go dance, go to the park, play with the kids. Just start feeling better. Stop getting ufcked up... what fun is it when you dont even remember the next day. If you're gonna drink, drink to be in good spirits... not in excess. Cook for yourself. YOu'd be surprised to see what you can do. Find something you are good at and get better. Try something new and master it. Makes for great future conversations.

Get acquainted with yourself. Know what you stand for. Stand firm in your beliefs. If you don't stand for something, you will fall for anything. You should become familiar with the little voice in your head because in times of crisis, its that voice that will be giving you step by step instruction to get through it. In any situation, that little voice can be the biggest voice. Just listen to it.

You're body is a temple. Look at some photos of temples. Go and visit a temple. And then FEEL like a temple. Your very BEING lies within that temple. That is your sancutary. The peace that pacifies every turmoil resides in that sancutary. Get protective and selfish. Protect your spirit, your heart, your mind, your body. Protect your health as well.

Spend time with your family. Love them well. Your mom should never have to question her performance in raising you. She should know you find a friend in her. Hug your brothers and sisters as often as you can. You share blood. Spend time with your dad, let by gones be bye gones. Gain wisdom from the elders. If anyone knows anything, its them. Just make sure your family knows how much they mean to you.

Keep your enemies close and keep your friends closer. Only your friend knows your secrets so only he can reveal them. Remember that. Make best friends with yourself and God. Dedicate yourself to being a good friend. Honesty is the best policy. Just keep it funky. Be real with yourself and be real with everyone else around you. Know when it is time to be selfish and when it is time to be selfless.

STOP dwelling on the past. Let bygones be BYE GONE! The past is the past because it has passed. Learn from it and move on. Stop wishing to change the past, work on bettering your future instead.

All the WHAT IFs in the world can and never will change WHAT IS.

know that.





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