got me

you got me feeling some kinda way, im gon talk my shit if thats ok....
you got me feelin a way im not used to, i used to not give a damn
but damn you got me feelin. feelin human with all the earthling emotions.
its a crazy notion, some kinda potion
you got me sippin on. slippin on
my words and chokin on my thoughts of
you thoughts of me. thoughts of we.... i mean... damn.
im feelin you... im really diggin you dude.
diggin so deep i hope i dont get buried.
because of my exposure to you, im losing my composure and you
have no idea that you're doing this to me.
free.
thats how i want to be. but im held captive to you and you to me.
i got you trapped inside my head, but you dont mind being there.
please understand
these were not my intentions and allow me to mention
i do not like this tension.
i'd put you out if i could,
i mean, i probably should and i would.....
but i can't.
with all my efforts there is no prevail,
no progression so theres recession.
sessions of unmade love and undiscussed conversations,
feelings of elation and the utmost stimulation of my imagination
take place in between my regular train of thoughts.
i fought with this,
only to collapse under its authority.
you enjoy the thought of me thinking about you...
you frollicking about in my dreams, at least thats how it seems.........

to be continued...

x crazybeautiful